Random ..
Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 3:11 AM
Have lots of things to get out of my mind ..
Training :
Training was tough at first, me being totally airheaded about everything. Even kena scolded by my Sergeant when we are taking the test. Probably bcoz i'm sick dat week and the medicine make me all confused and giddy. But on fridae, when we are supposed to rely on ourselves for the practical, i finally understood everything. Told the Sir that i prefer practical than theory during the interview in BMT phase but still, he put me in an all theory-vocation. Never mind, i will figure everything out in the end ..
Friends :
I've make more new friends from my new camp. Mostly from the Tekong side and without dat "thing" spreading fake rumours abt me, i got a few grp of clinques. So, my life is nt dat boring when i'm inside.
Life :
Seriously, i duno what to do with my life now. Seems like it has been pre-occupied by Army. i started to miss my life b4 N.S .. all free and not-controlled. I'm a person hate to be controlled and the only reason i hate N.S is that i dun have much free time anymore. Never mind, tahan another 20 months, i'm back to the person b4 N.S .. can't wait ..
Family :
I'm much closer to my family than b4, probably bcoz i spent less time with them that i started to miss them .. everynight. i've been calling back home since the 1st dae of enlistment and as the day goes by, i miss them more and more. i kept thinking : "What if i din call tml and something happened to me the dae after ? Then i will be so regretful". Yes, that's what happened when you gt too much free time at nite. Your thinking starts to go haywire but it does prove a point : Cherish everyone around you b4 they are gone in a *finger snap*
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My birthdae is coming and i seriously have no idea what to get. This year we give each other a gift differently : We sae we want what then the other 2 party juz show the *Green Green*. And they both want watches. i can get a watch too but i dun wear it so totally no point. Just when i want to gif up and juz buy a wallet (my wallet koyak like hell ler, btw ..), i decided to buy a mp4 player to pass the time when i'm inside. Juz bought it yesterdae, Samsung P2 4Gb. Quite nice and i'm starting to love it. Actually i've already gt a PSP ler but i can't bring it into camp .. yet so until then, i will use the P2. "What happend to the player after you can bring PSP in ?" u asked ? I will pass it to my mum and let her use since her creative zen has already koyak on the 2nd dae she bought it.
0ne last thing b4 i end off, my mum told me abt her condition and it instantly striked fear in my heart. It's kinda serious and requires surgery to resolve the problem. i kept thinking abt this and tears will everytime come out. The last time i cried bc0z of her was when she was giving birth to my brother and i tot she will nt come back. i cried all the way back from the hospital till i fall aslp in the bus, in my father's arm. Now, after 14 years later, i don't want to face dat fear again, this time .. for real.
"God, if you can hear me, Please heal my mum. I'm willing to give up some my lifespan to let her live till a ripe old age .. Please .."
That's it for now ..
~Signed Off~