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Ch0s3n
S4E02 - CrossRoad

A mysterious car wreck sets the Ch0s3n 0nes to uncover what is behind it. Meanwhile, The Elders assign another Lightbringer to the Ch0s3n 0nes, with Disastrous results ..

Sunday, 2011.06.12 , 9p.m ..

Look.Who's.Talkin' ..



Possibility ..




Pissed Off !!

Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 4:41 PM


WAS THOROUGHTLY PISSED BY THE SERVICE-related PEOPLE THESE 2 DAES !!! KNN 1 !!


Why am i so pissed ? Let's start slowly ok ...



Saturday, 18 Oct 2008 :


After my guard duty (which i slept abt 3 hrs), i tirely walk towards Jurong Entertainment to buy Mac for my family. Which reminds me,


Thank you Girl, for helping me pick up my training pass. If i lost it, i have to pay $50 plus do 3 daes Guard duty.


Anyway, back to story, i went into Macdonald and went to this counter where an Auntie served me :


Auntie (A) J3m : 3


A : Hello, Welcome to Macdonald. What would you like to order ?

3 : Hi, I wan 2 Sausage Muffin meal, 2 Big breakfast (Plus other other which you aren't interested in).

A : 1 Big breakfast ?

3 : 2 (Showing a "2" with 2 fingers).

A : (repeat) So, 2 Sausage Muffin Meals, 2 Big Breakfast ~~. Ok.


And so i wait. After my order came, i was busy putting my $$ and i was damn tired so i din really listen to what she said. When i got home and my mum check the meal, it is short of 1 big breakfast meal, which she didn't key in when i repeat to her the 2nd time.


Fuck !! What's the point of asking me if you din remember to key in at all ? It's like your fren ask you : " Hey, Doctor said take 2 tablets of pill." Which he ask again and you confirm it's 2, then in the end he only ate 1. So what the fuck !?


Moving on, after this moronic incident, i went to meet Jenny they all for a meal, which we ate Long John. This is a common scene in that outlet. When there are a lot of people, they only open 1 counter, then the queue is like super long, as if wanna to prove to the Macdonald outlet opposite it that they have beri good business. Not my problem. Then when i went to order, which is like 3 songs later, it's my turn. i order a combo 1 and the skin-on potatoe chips. They have this promotion of fries and chips (which the portion is totally nt big at all) plus a drink. So, i wanna to try that but i already had an upsized drink. So :


Assitant Manager (A.M) J3m (3)


3 : Can i buy the promotion, ala carte ? Coz i got the drink ler. So can cheaper ?

A.M : Don't want the drink lar but same price.

3 : (thinking) Wtf ?! Rip-off. (Say out) Then you add more lor.

A.M : Cannot. Standard portion.


CCB !! $3.50 leh !! not 35 cent leh .. No drink at least give more chips or cheaper lar. Some more Assitant manager lehz. No power 1 is it, you? Fuck U !!


Then when my meal came, i order a large potato chips but the fucking retard juz squeeze the miserable amount of cheese on it. It was like .. damn little. I ask my fren to take pic for me and send but she haven send yet. Will upload it when i got it. Fucking ccbz !! Then my frens all the chip so litte got so much cheese, like all over it. Next time i see they got feedback form i will go all ugly in it. I'll make sure the comments are strong enough to demote the ass. Manager. Fucking retard !!!



Sunday, 19 October 2008 :


The whole platoon is told by the sergent to go for a haircut (a.k.a trim the end and the sideburns) so i went to my most trusted salon to do the cut. Unfortunately the boss is not there and only left 2 new helpers that i had never seen b4. I allow them to cut for me and while i was waiting for my turn, a customer was complaining abt the helper who has cut her hair too thin. She left angrily and i tot she got problem but when the helper come and cut my hair, i knew it was the helper's fault. I told her to cut my sideburn and my back, she cut all the way to the top. Fucking deaf .. After cutting my hair from already short to super short, she charged me $8 for a miserable and poor cutting skill. Heng the boss come back and i tell her what i had cut. As i am a regular customer, she charged me $5, which i still think it's still too ex. Next time i'm going, i'm not letting that fuck cut my hair.



CCBZ LAR !!!




Random ..

Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 3:11 AM


Have lots of things to get out of my mind ..





Training :



Training was tough at first, me being totally airheaded about everything. Even kena scolded by my Sergeant when we are taking the test. Probably bcoz i'm sick dat week and the medicine make me all confused and giddy. But on fridae, when we are supposed to rely on ourselves for the practical, i finally understood everything. Told the Sir that i prefer practical than theory during the interview in BMT phase but still, he put me in an all theory-vocation. Never mind, i will figure everything out in the end ..



Friends :


I've make more new friends from my new camp. Mostly from the Tekong side and without dat "thing" spreading fake rumours abt me, i got a few grp of clinques. So, my life is nt dat boring when i'm inside.




Life :



Seriously, i duno what to do with my life now. Seems like it has been pre-occupied by Army. i started to miss my life b4 N.S .. all free and not-controlled. I'm a person hate to be controlled and the only reason i hate N.S is that i dun have much free time anymore. Never mind, tahan another 20 months, i'm back to the person b4 N.S .. can't wait ..





Family :


I'm much closer to my family than b4, probably bcoz i spent less time with them that i started to miss them .. everynight. i've been calling back home since the 1st dae of enlistment and as the day goes by, i miss them more and more. i kept thinking : "What if i din call tml and something happened to me the dae after ? Then i will be so regretful". Yes, that's what happened when you gt too much free time at nite. Your thinking starts to go haywire but it does prove a point : Cherish everyone around you b4 they are gone in a *finger snap*





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My birthdae is coming and i seriously have no idea what to get. This year we give each other a gift differently : We sae we want what then the other 2 party juz show the *Green Green*. And they both want watches. i can get a watch too but i dun wear it so totally no point. Just when i want to gif up and juz buy a wallet (my wallet koyak like hell ler, btw ..), i decided to buy a mp4 player to pass the time when i'm inside. Juz bought it yesterdae, Samsung P2 4Gb. Quite nice and i'm starting to love it. Actually i've already gt a PSP ler but i can't bring it into camp .. yet so until then, i will use the P2. "What happend to the player after you can bring PSP in ?" u asked ? I will pass it to my mum and let her use since her creative zen has already koyak on the 2nd dae she bought it.



0ne last thing b4 i end off, my mum told me abt her condition and it instantly striked fear in my heart. It's kinda serious and requires surgery to resolve the problem. i kept thinking abt this and tears will everytime come out. The last time i cried bc0z of her was when she was giving birth to my brother and i tot she will nt come back. i cried all the way back from the hospital till i fall aslp in the bus, in my father's arm. Now, after 14 years later, i don't want to face dat fear again, this time .. for real.


"God, if you can hear me, Please heal my mum. I'm willing to give up some my lifespan to let her live till a ripe old age .. Please .."


That's it for now ..




~Signed Off~






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